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Hollowed Out Hearts

by Post Season

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1.
I've been fighting to make sense Of a long few years, grinding gears Hoping for the best but I was still bitter from fucked up happenstance It's harder to forgive than to just forget It's harder to forgive than just forget I won't waste my breath, my chest is empty as it is Wearing down on me with everything I do I never thought it through I should have seen it coming I back burned all the warnings I never thought it through I never thought it through John said to take it easy And it would help to clear my head But anxiety had it out for me and I seemed to let it win I guess that's added damage when your heart lives in the past And I've been telling everyone old stories, Trying to make our memories last I've been broken, I've been down from tossing it around in my head again and again But I won't waste my breath
2.
I spent the winter far from home On the the back bench in the freezing cold Distant, but not alone; I'm letting go I'm letting go To carry on in this madness I'm crashing my head into the stereo Dragging myself through the verses, lifting the curses Helping to keep me afloat So don't tell me that I was never meant for this I don't believe in fate, just the moves you make And standing still won't bring you a damn thing I spent the winter far from home On the the back bench in the freezing cold Distant, but not alone; I'm letting go I'm letting go I had some burdens I've been working on for the last couple months or so I go to sleep with these demons yelling and screaming, bartering for my soul “Get a grip” is what they said to me, “Start acting your goddamn age” All I saw was their cobwebs, their hollowed out hearts, And a reason to run away It's been so desolate and empty here like everybody wanted to disappear And I can't say that I blame them: I've been running for the last 2 years And I never said it was easy I never said it was easy, all I said was we would get this right Well maybe not tonight, but I'm hoping we can figure it out in time I never said it was simple never said that I’d live a perfect life But just trust me now when I'm telling you, I'm telling you I'll be alright
3.
My Bad 01:04
I've had a long fucking day, I'm sorry for the way that I was acting I've been buried in stress here lately I could use a distraction Something to take me away And clear my head from this dark space ‘cause I go through each day angry and I wake up nightly From reoccurring nightmares Of ending up standing still and fractious From a life half lived and doubted It's sickening, it scares me I've had a long fucking day
4.
Burning hours away watching 90’s reruns ’til 4 o'clock in the morning I've been so inconsistent and mildly vicious My nerves have been struck without warning And this isn't me I just need to get some sleep I can't believe you got me so awkwardly talking to myself again in the night By the TV light I’m staring down picture frame eyes I keep racking my brain with excuses to help with the passing of time I was just so resistant to changing or missing my chances to break from the line If you could only see the hang-ups The heartbreak and bang-ups And bruises on my knuckles tonight Well, maybe it would change your mind Maybe I could sleep tonight I miss the springtime rain From that patio swing where we planned our escape Where our silhouettes bounced off the bonfire flames I miss the springtime rain
5.
Have you ever heard the sound of a breaking heart? Have you ever had your world get ripped apart? It's worse when you saw it coming from the start But I was doing my best to hold myself together in this consequential weather And I never should have let it get this far I knew that from the start I'll make mistakes that I've seen made I'm growing up here constantly At times I think I'll never find my way But these memories will never fade Fuck-ups, faults, and vanities I'd like to think they made me who I am today I've been counting down the seconds 'til I'm following the pavement To your front porch where I let my hoodie lay And I hope it keeps you warm as you stare out at the city I've been wondering if you still think of me I hope you feel the same They say what breaks us makes us who we are So I'm walking home with battle scars They say what breaks us makes us who we are I knew that from the start I'll make mistakes constantly At times I think I'll never find my way But these memories will never fade I'd like to think they made me who I am today

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released October 25, 2014

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